Today was supposed to be day 5 and I should be telling you all about manifesting money but as it turns out I couldn’t find anytime to do day 5 so I instead of skipping a post I decided to talk trough the emotional aspect of doing this challenge and blogging about it everyday.
Today I found my first little bump on this journey, my motivation is decreasing a little bit. I can barely do the magic practises because I have to wake up really early and go to class so I can’t do the exercises with the time it requires.
Also it’s very hard to keep a positive mind-set, be grateful for certain people in my life and don’t think bad thoughts about them when they are always in a bad mood and angry all the time.
Today I found myself crying almost all of the afternoon with this heavy feel of frustration that quickly transformed itself in a big wave of sadness. It feels like I’m constantly being tested, there’s always something that’s in the way of my happiness. I’m not giving up but this blog is about my journey and I feel the need to be honest with you always.